When you’re in middle school, all you hear is warnings about high school. When you’re in high school, all you hear is warnings about college. From the first day of high school, I was already preparing for college. College acceptance in the United States is not only about a student’s grades but also about clubs, sports, volunteering, and internships. But how could I achieve any of that while struggling with Lyme disease? In eighth grade, I was diagnosed with chronic Lyme disease, and my quest for freedom and spontaneity was replaced by restraint and limitation. Classes with friends, school dances, varsity tennis, and college became obstacles along my previously clear future path. Instead of working toward a carefully laid out set of goals, a simple day at school became plagued by week-long fevers, brain fog, and unrelenting headaches. After attempting to balance school with symptoms, doctors’ appointments, and long, draining treatments, I eventually realized homeschooling was more conducive to my healing.
When I first began homeschooling, I could only handle one course at a time. However, over three years, I became stronger, one class became two, and then two became three. After all, two steps forward and one step back is still progress. Although my changes were small and gradual, treatment after treatment led to improvement, and by the middle of junior year, I finally felt myself grow stronger. On a good day, I could handle an average amount of work, but not every day was a good one. Although I was urged to take an extra year to graduate, I refused to let Lyme hold me back. Thus, I pushed forward, refusing to give up no matter how painful it got. Not wanting to overextend myself too quickly, I focused on taking the process slow and steady.
Last summer, the summer before senior year, I finally felt back on track. I could volunteer again, take standardized testing, and start my applications. Unfortunately, I was homeschooling on a strange schedule that had me in school year-round in order to graduate on time. In addition, the lack of access to advanced placement (AP) courses meant my journey to a top university could have been compromised. Regardless, instead of focusing on everything my transcript would be missing, I focused on making sure the parts I did have reflected my desire to move forward in my life. I may not have model UN, debate club, or even a handful of extracurriculars on my transcript, but I was determined to show each university how important my education is to me.
Ultimately, I was accepted into my program of choice at a top-tier university with a second-year transfer option. This option allows me to attend my local state university for one year while I continue my treatments with my current doctors before matriculating to my school of choice sophomore year. Although my life has not been easy by any measure, I am thankful for where it has led me. I have learned never to give up on my goals, even when the path to those goals becomes blurred.
My life with Lyme throughout high school has been a constant struggle, but not an insurmountable one. My advice to others struggling with Lyme disease while trying to balance school or a job is to give yourself a break when you need it and build a support system that understands your struggles and supports your journey. Whether you are in high school, college, working, or just barely surviving, if one of us can do it, all of us can do it.
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